Category Archives: Dreams

Just had a dream I was getting married in this huge red quince dress and was late to some old cathedral… how Chinese and Latin at the same time

Strange dreams, 3/4 nights in a row:

03/13/12 -03/14/12 (Wednesday night)- Pi Day

I had a dream I had two men cornered in a room at gunpoint while standing in a doorway with my partner.  I ordered them to drop their weapons and their cell phones.  They threw 3 cell phones on the ground; apparently one was my partner’s.  We exchanged words I can’t remember then someone came up behind me.  It was the guy who called us because these men were here.  The person with me had walked away to call backup and I looked away.  I decided to close the door and lock the two guys in when I heard a voice.  I opened the door and saw my friend Mel in there, turned around and saw the 3rd guy two called us over originally motion to shut the door.  I knew they were going to hurt Mel, and lock myself in with them, and in that instant I turned around and shot the two guys in the head.  They fell right then and the guy behind me vanished.  The dream basically did a scene change where I was at a house waaaay out in the east valley talking with my bf about domestic issues regarding roomies, where we’re living etc.  We got in the car and started driving west.  I couldn’t tell if it was dusk or dawn but it was hard to see what was ahead of me, like it was dim, and the bridges seemed way too low like we might hit them.  We got off the freeway on this offramp that wasn’t really built, it was like getting off on a dirt road, and I felt lost and stuck and unsure of how to get out of there or back onto the main freeway.  I think there’s more but I can’t remember.

03/12/12 -03/13/12 (Tuesday night)

A group of people were hanging out in the living room at some house and I was sitting on one of the arm rests of a sofa. Nobody was really looking at each other and a couple of casual conversations were taking place within earshot.  Someone was sitting on the sofa next to me and started caressing my leg.  The strange thing was I noticed but didn’t really care, it wasn’t a big deal.  I didn’t know who this person was, everyone seemed like acquaintances at best.  I stopped paying attention until I realized he’d worked his way up to my crotch and started moving my panties aside between my legs, when I felt his fingers touch my skin I flinched wondering if anyone saw and moved to the floor.  So I laid on my stomach and watched a few more people come in.  Someone starting bringing plates and food to people.  Later on I remember wandering a neighborhood at night but can’t remember the details.

03/11/12 -03/12/12 (Monday night)

I had a dream I was wandering around this hall at night and in the process of planning my wedding.  It wasn’t happy, it wasn’t loving, it felt obligatory.  I remember feeling like I was in this lose/lose situation but had to make decisions quickly.  I finally was in a place where daylight was coming in and saw my ex… acting like nothing happened, like we never broke up.  It was unsettling and it felt wrong but I couldn’t figure out why exactly.  And he was well aware of plans and just letting them go through.

A couple nights before these dreams I remember a dream where I was walking around and lost my group.  I ended up walking down this area with rocks, it looked like the side of the freeway how the rocks go up except it went down, and there were trees, then it was wide open, then I saw there used to be a bridge but there wasn’t one and I was effed.  I was separated from my group and had no idea how to get out of this area I had somehow wandered into.  Then I looked and saw this steep area,  started walking up and found this small structure/cabin/post like thing.  Someone in a brown uniform had showed up but was not approachable.  I wasn’t sure if they’d help lead me out or if they’d leave me to rot.  I think I eventually got out but wasn’t sure.

Maybe this week has been extra stressful, but it seems like every other week.  Maybe there is a pattern here.  I need more time in the mornings so I can type this stuff out before I forget so much of it.

I think it’s really interesting when I have dreams in 3rd person perspective.  this doesn’t always happen where I just observe and don’t interact.  So I see this Asian guy on a bus, then later at a con explaining to this chick in cosplay he wanted to leave.  She had the window rolled down and was in the back of a limo with a bunch of other chicks dressed up like Disney princesses.  They exchanged a couple words and she took off.  From there he went inside but couldn’t find concierge.  He called taxi companies, airlines, and wasn’t getting anywhere.  At one point through his heavy accent he yelled “CONN – VAEN – CHON!!!” into the phone but didn’t get anywhere.  He finally got a hold of this old guy [Chinese, frail, glasses, bald] who “pulled some strings” and got a shuttle bus to stop mid trip for him and give him one of the two empty seats left on the bus for $5k.

This is where it switches to 1st person.  I watched this pissed off guy walk on after dropping off his luggage in the cargo side thing.. I’m not sure what they’re called.. trunk?  There were doors to get in at the front and left side in the middle of the bus, very similar to the light rails in the Phoenix Metro area.  So between me and this annoying chick, who looked like Sara Rue when she was bigger, was one of the empty seats and then there was another behind me in the last row.  As soon as he stepped foot onto the bus I could see frustration, this chick started saying hello in an intrusive manner.  He decided to take the seat behind us to avoid any conversation.  She decided to move over to the seat next to me and continue speaking.  He says something under his breath and she starts cheerfully speaking in Japanese then starts patronizing him about how xenophobic his culture must be and how its rude he hadn’t said hello when first walking in.

I turned and said something in Korean, which he understood and appreciated. I then looked at her since I had her full attention and annoyance from speaking in a foreign and exclusive language she couldn’t understand and said in English: “Isn’t it hypocritical to harass someone about not saying hello first when you failed to greet him yourself?” Verbal bitch slap gave her the STFU card, and the guy and I just looked back at each other with devious smiles.  Then I said “saranghae!!!” in a cutesy tone and made a heart with my hands.  He smiled back and we continued to annoy this chick…. and I woke up.

I dreamed I had mochi. *yawns* where’s my mochi?

Random thoughts while falling asleep… Port 21 is FTP so what port is SSH? Port 80 is HTTP… So is port 443 HTTPS or am is mixing that with encrypted smtp?

I had this dream I got the Obama Presidential Scholarship and had a full ride to ASU, then I woke up 🙁

Just woke up with a vague memory of modifying an A record in my dream, I should be asleep at least another couple hrs but I fall asleep and I’m at work. Why is my job getting to me the last couple of days? Its stable and I’m on the verge of a breakthrough. *yawn*

I’ve had some really bad fibro pains and fatigue since Sunday afternoon.  I went to bed early around 10:00pm and woke up for a while then went back to sleep.  I had this horrible dream where I was walking up this hill and run down wooden bridge following my boyfriend.  We finally made it to the top and sat on this rock.  It was very dark, the only light we had was moonlight and it wasn’t a full moon either.  I heard steps NW of us and got nervous, then they were coming straight at us.  A man ran up and had pulled a knife on us.  I ran back and started to call 911 but there were no bars on my phone.  My boyfriend had explained his mom would be up since she’d taught a class earlier in the evening and to go there.

I was back at my house [the house I grew up in] packing, I walked to the glass door in the kitchen and heard the gate expecting my boyfriend.  I saw a police officer and opened the door, two police men were standing there explaining they were looking for the man with the knife, they were dressed in gray sweats that said police on them instead of uniforms.  My boyfriend had walked up past them smiling like everything was okay and that he was just fine.  He explained he needed to grab a few things and hesitated, when I asked him to continue he said there was a stash of meth in the tool shed out back.  I was in shock, this isn’t anything like him, he continued to smile like everything was just as it should be.  I went upstairs to my room, laid on my side looking at my iphone and decided to go across the hall and hide in my parent’s room.  I sat on the floor between the master bedroom and bathroom near the toilet thinking I could vomit.  He came looking for me in my room and went downstairs.  Another friend searched my room then found me across the hall, said a few words and went back downstairs.

Next we were upstairs grabbing things and were cleaning up in the shower, I asked what else was he keeping from me, what other surprises were there.  Finally he was texting on his phone and I asked if he’d updated his facebook status to say he was single.  He showed me the screen to show he’d just finished making the update.  He just kept smiling, he was free to do as he wished and I wasn’t there to hold him down or be a hindrance now that he was by himself.   I didn’t know what to think or how to feel, everything was upside down.  I love him, or who he was.  I couldn’t tell which image was a lie or why this was happening.

Nothing made sense at all.   This is the opposite of who he is in real life.  Other than alcohol we’re pretty much straight edge, no illegal drugs, no self damage or rapid muscle loss, no space cadet bs smiling.  And I’ve noticed a lot of my dreams have been inside the house I grew up in, or in a warped version of it.  I’ve always ended up in my room at some point by default for security.  I woke up and told my boyfriend about the dream remembering how I’d run to my room, lock the door, and hide under the covers to avoid violence.  Its fear I haven’t remembered in a long time,  I’d rather not remember it at all.   I was so grateful I could wake up and see the real Jay instead of this horrible parody in my dream.

I remember being out in a field with people dressed up in costumes, they were off in little cliques and there was a building off to the side.  Inside it looks kind of like Golfland with the towers and brick walls.  Apparently it was someone’s birthday or someone was hosting an event.

Previous location was at night, now its day time at a dock and there are lines of cars being driven off into sludge or mud.  It was dark brown to tar in texture and color.  Someone was off to the side yelling instructions, survival depended on this.  We were going to have to drive these vehicles off this road and into sludge, open the doors and climb on top or something.  It didn’t make sense, this stuff is thick, the cars sink under quickly.  How would we have the strength to  open the doors once we drove the cars in?  It was my turn, and I tried getting my bags and luggage into the front seat so I grab them when it was time to evacuate the car, a silver sedan… Hyundai.  I drove the car in, the windows were down, and it started filling in with this stuff very quickly, I had to let go of my belongings and crawl out the window.   We ended up on land, and on the other side was the building, I’m not sure if it was an island.

Inside was a hospital facility, nothing was unusual.  It felt like something was out of  place, I saw people rushing through hallways being told to exit out of the gym on the east side of the building.  There was two doors separating the inside from the rest of the indoor basketball court.  I looked through the window and saw on the other side of the court the west entrance being blocked by chains.  On the other side of the windows from the west entrance I saw zombies clawing at the door trying to get through.  These were like some mix between 28 Days Later Rage virus zombies and Walking Dead zombies.  In all this panic I tried getting people who were oblivious to the danger to get out of the building and meet on the east side.  I had to give up and run when, by this time the zombies had almost broken through the barriers.  Outside was the coast, burnt sand and blue water.  This is all I remember.

There are a lot of dreams strung together, I can’t remember the beginning just the middle and end.

I was staying at a friend’s house near the beach for a while.  We were going around town and ended up at the beach.  It was really bright and the water was almost a green-blue.  After the beach we went back to the house and it was really weird.  I don’t remember a lot about this part of the dream, I remember going into the dining room and seeing this huge table with people I knew, James Bound and Shona and a few others.   We were mostly being lazy laying around the house watching tv and being lazy.  We ended up back at the beach the next day.

We dove off rocks and into the Atlantic ocean,  I kept sinking deeper into the water regardless of how hard I tried to swim up.  I opened my eyes surprised the salt wasn’t burning them and kept pushing water down with my arms, kicking really hard and started to see the sun’s reflection on the water.

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I swam my way to the top of the water and was holding onto tile in an indoor wave pull.  My teacher was telling me to come over because class was ending.  I was 1996 and even thought I was eight I remembered everything I’d done in my adult life and had a million things going through my head.  Its like I could start over and do things the way I wanted to, learn whatever I wanted to.  I started going over classes and skills I wanted to learn, how to cook, sew and design, dance, etc.  I wondered where my boyfriend was if it was ’96 but realized he wouldn’t know who I was and the age difference would be weird now even thought it isn’t in the future I’d already lived.

I somehow ended up in this strange building going through floors and winding back at the elevators.  Jay’s mom had found me and was telling me it was time to go.  I kept trying to find people I knew now even though it was in the 90’s, trying to recognize them but I was looking for them as adults.  I went downstairs and saw my friend Joy who ran up to give me a hug but James [one of our dads] grabbed my hand and said we were running late.  I  ended up in the back seat of a van with two parents and sitting next to Jay,  he had long hair like Manson when he was still “& The Spooky Kids,” wearing eyeliner and black lipstick and looking aggravated.  The time frame   hadn’t changed but I was like 13 or 14 looking out the window and looking back to admire my angsty 17 year old version of my boyfriend.

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I looked into my closet and it was another room with a table. Jay and two other people were planning a tabletop RPG and seemed annoyed at me coming in to take a look at it.  I decided to walk out of the closet room and go lay down.

I woke up in my old house next to my boyfriend and we were laying in bed talking about random stuff.  It was facing towards the closet and wasn’t normal, it was like some pool / bed hybrid where we laid on these blankets that were floating but I could see little gold fishes swimming along the sides eating these little pink heart flakes.  I watched them hurry until the leftovers strobed out and disappeared like a health item before you grabbed it in SNES.  We decided it was time to clean up and go out and do something.  By this time it was like we’d both just finished high school.

I went to the bathroom to wash off this mess from a sheet before throwing everything into the washing machine and downstairs I could hear my parents yelling.  All I could think was I know whats going to happen and I don’t want to be here again.  I’m tired of these bs cycles, mom is yelling at dad for something [I was putting together regarding some chick] and he was going to walk out or she was going to kick him out and then break down and cry and either I’m going to get yelled at or end up consoling her and he’ll end up back in the picture and I need to leave now.  By this time I was picking off stickers on the vanity around the sink, they were letters that made really weird random sentences dad had stuck in and around the sink.  I was back in my room packing my makeup telling Jay we need to get out of here now I don’t care where we’re going even if its to hide at his moms for a little bit and I really didn’t want to go there either because he didn’t get along with her.

We ended up leaving the house and was walking through a courtyard when we sat down on a bench.  It was quiet and kind of hazy, like the sun was setting in the late afternoon.  A few yards down I saw someone walking towards a truck and I just yelled “bye Phillip ” and he said “bye Crystal, bye Jay.”  I knew Phillip from high school so it confused Jay-  Phillip knew his name. I looked around and at a sign that was in English and then Chinese, it was some United Methodist church I thought I’d been to as a kid [but this place only resembles a Korean church in Tempe].

We were back in my room while he talked about how his friend was a jobless loser and how he’d never be so non-proactive with his life.  I was looking out the window at a dirt field and the Phoenix Airport Marriott as I brushed fuchsia dye into my hair.  It started freaking me out when it looked like a pattern of clovers instead of hair strands so I started brushing my hair back and they untangled back into locks of hair.

Its been a while since I’ve had a good dream.  I dreamed my friend Sage married Jay and I.  Nothing formal, no big ceremony or anything.  We were hanging out somewhere with a bunch of people like usual and Jay casually told Sage he should marry us, so he did and was like cool and we went on with our night.

I had this horrible dream both my parents had died.  I became so dysfunctional, I kept trying to call their cell phones, kept crying nonstop, felt bad when I saw my pet rabbit cause I promised my mom I’d take a picture of my boyfriend and I with the rabbit but they died before she ever saw that picture.  I’m supposed to take that picture this weekend.  I was hysterical, I was also wondering around the house I grew up in and moved out of in 2005.  I couldn’t figure out how to get to the South, how to take care of loose ends, make sure they were okay and make funeral arrangements.  I worried if they were both dead how did it happen, car accident? Violently? I woke up thinking, isn’t someone supposed to notify the next of kin?

Anyway, since waking up I don’t feel like I’m reactive or alert, like I’m watching a movie of my life go by.

I dream of being a princess, I have to wait until Saturday night.  I’ll go to the ball, and after midnight the real fun begins.

Too tired to fall asleep, wtf

Sick in bed, woke up from a Weezer concert… dammit.

I was in this place that was as big as a university and there were two main buildings with a street between then.  And it was at night and I was going to be late for a class so I ran to where my room was and then looked and the floor was tile instead of carpet and I realized omg I’m in the wrong room!  So I ran and the timer was going and I was all I’m not going to make it in time and yeah I didn’t make it to the building because someone stopped me to ask something I just don’t remember.  And then it was very strange because I was locked out of the south building and so were other students, and it was night time, and the light was on in the classroom I was supposed to be in.  And it’s weird cause it resembled office buildings.  Or possibly two University of Phoenix buildings.  lol And…. what I remember next was being in another class (either high school or jr high like ) and going out into the halls to find something.  It was dead in there, I mean the lights were off and it was dark and no one was around, so I was walking toward the two doors at the end (felt like I was going north) and I looked back at the two doors on the south side with windows because they went outside.  But I went through the doors without the windows and saw some people (it resembled Genesis except darker, and strange, well because I saw the window that resembled teacher prep).  But it was really eerie and I had to go back into the halls and it was really weird too.  There were other halls like that at Westwood except to get from one to the other there were doors in between, hmmmm… maybe more like Mesa High (a compromise between the two lol) and it was very dark and I had this sinking feeling in my stomach and I started to run because it felt like I was being watched and I freaked out.  And I heard a voice, and I turned around and ran to another hall (it’s like they never wanted to end) and I literally ran into Bryan.

And it was still freaking eerie in the building but I wasn’t alone and I automatically felt a whole lot better than when he wasn’t there.  And he took my hand and helped me get out of there.  And I remember being in another place, I think it was at home, and no one was there.  And there was something weird in the sink like… gee I have no idea how to explain this it was like something you find in the ocean… like an octopus or a squid.  No more like an octopus or maybe a star fish?  No idea, but it looked like it was made of muscle or something like that… like it was red and bloody (it looked creepy).   And I didn’t know what to do I mean was it alive was it dead will it kill me?  I didn’t even know where it came from but I king of knew it came from my uterus and I was like wtf?!?!?! and it’s like how… would you know? I don’t know I just know.. EWW!!!  I wanted to throw up, it was disgusting, it’s like a true horror science fiction right there.. and then I blinked and there was another creepy thing like it except white and translucent.. like a sea urchin?  Not sure.  But I’ve never had creepy sci-fi looking things in a dream before, I’ve never been trapped in endless halls and running for my life either.

And I remember being in this store and this ajuma  was talking and all being happy with my mom and just followed her around somewhere and I was looking around at necklaces and earrings.. very 1928 style stuff, and for some reason I picked up this pink necklace with lots of little beads and this brooch like thing in the middle and the part that goes around your neck was this little pink ribbon. And I looked at it like it meant something for a minute, it really caught my eye but then I just put it back because it lacked something but I wasn’t sure what.  And I looked around a little more and walked away until I saw a moon necklace in a case and it just shined.  And I realized mine was gone!  I freaked out and tried so hard to get it back.  Ajuma opened the case with a key and handed it to me.  This is officially the weirdest and grossest dream I’ve ever had.  But it was the first time anyone saved me, and I don’t even know if what I wrote was in order but I think it’s something close to that.

I was on my computer and an msn IM window popped up saying “WORM” and I was all wtf?  It stopped working like a virus or something messed it up, I tried checking my email and couldn’t so I went to add/remove programs to try and repair or uninstall it and then it finally worked.  Stupid computer virus dream.

I was in this really old vintage hotel and a lot of stuff was green, and Victorian / Western.  I saw random people, we were all running around and entered this room where the walls were painted yellow, and I opened this door and it went to the bathroom and there was a stained glass piece hanging over the window, it seemed like morning.  I ended up in this large room and where I was standing was raised up from the rest of the floor like a stage almost, and below were tables and green chairs, I’m not sure if this was outside??  A bunch of ROTC friends showed up like this was some event, and Anthony was there.  Then I was at some office and outside you could see a park.. like Margaret T Hance Park in downtown Phoenix, it was exactly like pictures of the Japanese friendship garden, so it was like both put together, and I don’t know why but I was running from something.  I ran to this street and turned right and went into this house that was poorly lit.  Inside the house (it was build like my kitchen but arranged like Nemoo’s house) it kind of took a bunch of weird stuff and made it work.  Matt opened the door for me and then left, I sat on the couch and saw someone walking towards me from the hall, and it was DJ.  I only saw his shadow and we were talking but I can’t remember what we were actually talking about.

I’ve slept over 12 hours.  I think Mel is coming with me to Samurai Comics this Saturday so it’ll be really cool to see her at the anime festival.    I’m forgetting a lot of last night’s dream… I do remember being int his huge place, like a hotel?  It was huge!  And very open spaced and it was all white and cream colored and with palm tree like thiniges and so on.  Shortly after I remember being in this hall way that separated the north side, and it was like the north side was for guys and the south was for chicks and it was like this dorm only very roomy and it was dim like in the evening and very peaceful.    It was strange,  I’ve dreamed about this place before… yeeeears ago.  I entered the room to the south and I was trying to be quiet so no one would hear me.  I looked around and went back int he hallway to find Brian (the one everyone knows and loves not the other one) and I grabbed his hand and we went in that room and I heard someone coming and looked to see and didn’t see anyone so I went back and sat down next to him and it was all anime like… my dream was animated, if that makes sense to anyone who isn’t a major otaku lol. I don’t know…

I remember very little of last night’s dream.  I was… somewhere.  And then all this crazy stuff was going on like in a game (like Super Mario Smash Bros) and Jensina was in it with me,a nd stuff was rotten like produce and meat it was really gross, and then I felt icky so I went to go shower and it was like a girl’s locker room but at the same time it wasn’t.  And so I got undressed and showered and there was another girl there.  And weird stuff happened, it’s either I can’t say because I forgot or I’m forgetting while I type this. lol  And there was small talk and other people came in and later even guys so I’m thinking wtf, I’m naked and water is being poured over my head.

Then I was in a hurry like I was going to meet someone, and then I remember grabbing a towel and running out and I ran into this very dim room, like it’s as dim as a movie theater but the room was secluded and very cold.  I’m dressed now, I just don’t know in what.  Anyway, I sit down next to someone and I’m not sure if we ever talked but we probably exchanged a couple words?  And something overwhelming came over me and I kissed him, and it was weird because he didn’t stop me and I went totally blank.

I remembered last night’s dream. lol.  It’s weird, I was at school but it almost resembled a waiting room, and I saw Brian and he was avoiding me so I went after him and I found him with Cassey!  Hah.  Anyway, then it was like another time of day or something and we wouldn’t talk to each other and things got really bitter between us.  And this is weird, I went with two friends in the dream to a Vietnamese grocery, my parents dragged me to church and it was weirder cause the outside was like we were in another country and dad was really pissing me off in my dream.  And it was really  windy outside.  I’m trapped in this class and this Bible in front of me is like Webster’s Dictionary huge and some of the pages aren’t like the ultra thin-ish pages, some in the middle were like glossy paper in textbooks with art.  I’m back in 3rd hour talking to this chick and helping her with her hair, this was crazy, I did so little and it had sooo much volume and wavy curls from nothing and after I talked to her I turned around and Brian was sitting next to someone listening to music.

So I left everything there and got up and left.  And I was in my room and it was really dim so I guess it was at night, and I looked and most of my clothes were hanging on the closet door, and I looked again there were two white shirts I don’t have in real life.  So I looked at one of them, and it was this beautiful all white silk Chinese shirt.  And I was all huh?  Because when I looked in my closet again it seemed like more was packed in, and then Is tarted flipping through my stuff and I found this beautiful red halter style Chinese top with gold trim.  Next to it was a long Chinese dress with the slit that go up to mid thigh, I started flipping through and there were sooo many beautiful dresses.  And all of them were just amazing.  So I was being called and started to walk out of my room and then I went back and double checked to see if the dresses were real, they were still there.  And then mom called me and I started to walk again and then I woke up and the first thing I thought this morning was damn, if only it was real. lol At least that white shirt!  No wait.. of all the ones int he dream,  I really liked the Chinese halter dress with the dragons on it.

Everything was really weird and I was at the school except it was a different building, it was like 20 floors, and I was on the 7th floor where DJ was and I wanted to see him and when I found him all I could do was look at him.  I couldn’t touch him or I couldn’t even speak to him. I don’t know why this happened in my dream lol.

Today I missed three calls from Mel so I panicked and called her back.  Here I am freaking out what’s wrong?! Is everything ok??! “Well….” And that was it right there.  She’s not moving to CA, she’s moving to NV somewhere close by Las Vegas.  She’s gone in less than a month and God only knows when I can see her again.  I miss her so much, I was in the parking lot crying.  And now I’m online talking to Mel seeing what’s going on.  So here it is, DJ on the other side of the world in Japan on March 12th, Mel in another state either the same week or the week after.  I miss Mel like an older sister, I know we’ll see each other again.

From lj:

I was in bed and woke up, and I went into another room and opened the door to what looked like a walk in closet.  And inside were sextuplets sleeping on a Japanese futon on the floor.  I kept walking through the halls and a few friends and I went to the pool, the sun had already set and it was evening.  So I turn around and there’s this guy who is gorgeous it’s really funny.  And we’ve never spoken to each other before but he called my name and I turned around and we were acting like lovers.  He was tall and had black hair (like European descent – ish, lol).  Him and a friend of his had to go get something so they got out of the pool and a minute later I decided to follow.  I noticed after I got out, the water was gone, and then a guy went up to the gate and pressed a button and the pool started to fill up with water starting from the deep end.  And once it was full there was some dirt at the bottom.  So I walked and was right outside Kim’s door, and I walked a little more and was at the club house in our complex (but in real life the club house is in the opposite direction), and there was a meeting but I’m not sure what the significance of there was in it.  And I sat there messing with a radio switching it from 104.7 to 103.9.  He comes back and is all smiling and looking pretty (lol :p) and then there was a pause in my dream.

What I remember next is my dad’s friend and his son Steve coming over. In real life today he’s what… he’s going to be 21 in June. lol it’s weird because when I do see him, it’s like the last time I saw him, but a little later I see the Steve from 5 years ago before he went to Korea to live with him mom for a year, and now  in this time he has common sense and attended to MCC. The timings going back and forth, weird.  At first it was like in the future 2 – 4 years, form now at the pool in the evening, I’m like 20 and then I’m back at 15 and I see Steve how he is now and a little later I see him when he was 15.  No logic.

Usually when someone can give this much detail on a dream I won’t take them seriously and say they’re making it up.  But I’m guessing I can remember so much of it because I write it down when I wake up.  It’s interesting and I wish the European ish guy with the pretty hair was real but that’s silly.  I’ve been curious how Steve has been the last couple days so that might be a contributing factor.  Ok I’m done trying to analyse this dream I’ll never find logic within it. lol

Super Bowl Sunday… played foosball with people, made a lot of friends, met a nice guy named Josh, and the funny thing is he’s a cheif Msgt. at Gilbert high’s AFJROTC, and his friend, Dan, is a 2nd Lt, and there were two other guys I met who attend the Air Force Academy.  But I got to talk to Josh for a while and he was really nice and wants to play baseball professionally, but if not he’s going into ROTC in college to do something that involves planes.  And that was my weekend.

Random note: One year after this dream was my first semester at MCC, I did run into Steve, and he did end up hitting on me.  It was weird and sad.

I was at a party or something, and was with a bunch of people I’ve known throughout my life, and Brian was there.  And I walked into another room and it was empty, I think it was a kitchen because I remember there were cabinets and the only light was sunlight coming from the windows. We were flirting and he kissed me, and I kept moving away so he couldn’t grab my ass in the dream either!!! (he failed the other day too)  lol I know I know… I’m not trying to be mean, but it was still that bad in my dream… geez.. I can’t remember what happened after that..

The great thing is I have something to laugh at when I wake up, the bad thing is I’ve been sleeping in and rushing in the mornings.  I’ll just have to make my Hello Kitty alarm louder.  >_>

I had the craziest dream, I wasn’t Rei Ayanami, but I had blue hair and wore a white plug suit with 00 on it, and I piloted Eva Unit-01. This was way after 2015, and the first pilots were gone.  I was taken to a base in Albuquerque, NM where Unit-01 was sent, and when I got to the capsule thingie (forgot what it was called), and it was filled with LCL.. this was the creepy part of the dream… I got the eva to walk around in this deserted city in NM.  I was able to walk around and run and destroy some buildings and then some military personnel came and the next thing I knew I was on the ground and my eva was gone! And I was all wtf things that big just don’t disappear.  And I was surrounded and woke up.

Mel told me about a dream she had where she was eating strawberries, chocolate, and whipped cream seductively at her bf. And we were at NNY on NYE, the cheesecase had whipped cream and cherries on it so I was all “Hey Mel!  Whipped cream and cherries!” and reminded her about it.