Scottsdale

10:30am: Lots of random dreams all over the place that make no sense but there was a nice one where I came over and snuggled up on Adrian on the couch, the place was unrecognizable. Other little dreams included Sarah’s cat Mogwai being gigantic like the size of a cougar, and there was some other one where we went out for food and I saw my friend Olivia and her husband sit down at a table, you and I went outside and was looking at where we wanted to sit and then you went to go find something and I was wandering around the property and went down these steps and stared at a pool, was gonna go around this turn and my heel caught on a space between the tile on the floor and fell into the pool, got out and was like whatever it’ll dry off fast and realized I was in a white dress with a floral pattern and wasn’t sure if the dress was transparent or how bad it was.

It looked like a resort in Scottsdale, and that dress kind of looked like one I wanted at Windsor when I was 16 and wish I bought >_>

1:39pm: Woke up from more dreams.

You got sick, it was still in Scottsdale. I kept trying to get to you and it was a mess.

Was also sitting at a table and Sage comes over with two friends, I think one is a new love interest but not sure, the other kind of looks like Mercy and sits next to me. Mark is across from me. The chick next to me and I chat for a bit as people come and go and offers information if I only want to hear it and I said sure, and she tells me I have cancer. I ask her what kind and she says she was trying to be kind with a heads up, make peace with it, and then pay kindness forward.

I had so many issues because I was staying with my parents in the house I grew up in and didn’t want to take either of their cars and potentially introduce the virus in them. Tried to figure out getting a rental after deciding ride share was too risky. My room was like my room except some of the furniture just kept going to almost the ceiling like bed posts, bookshelves, glass cases, it was off. I got dragged along / tricked and ended up at a church and was leaving and trying to find my car, these three dudes come out of the church to harass me so I take my phone out and start taking photos of them with their dicks out and a first they think it’s funny, then get nervous cause I start walking back towards the church and stole my purse so I don’t have my keys or wallet. Go back to the church and talk to the lady at the door, see people starting to come out and some older gentleman walking around the corner with what looks like it might be my bag and start running to try and catch up to him, it’s crowded due to a wedding.

I end up in the back where it’s all staff coordinating and rush around inspecting like I have a purpose (also thinking thank fuck I usually wear all black so I look like I’m part of whatever’s happening here) go back out to the lobby in the venue and am at a loss. End up in a room on this property all I guess I’ll stay at for the night, and the next morning look out the window to see a bunch of people running around in pastels like it’s Easter. There are these two gigantic bunnies being lead elsewhere, like capybara sized bunnies, and I’m legit naked staring out my window giving no fucks. Close the blinds and a little later something seems off so I look out the window again and see a huge accident in the freeway where someone crashed through the median and hit another car. And then I ended up in Scottsdale (and clothed) and yeah, these dreams have just been messy.