Johnathan

I had a strange and busy dream but woke up a few times this morning and only have a few pieces of it left in memory. I was walking around a lot and for some reason fell asleep outside the kitchen door on a porch. Like I didn’t feel like going inside, but woke up from a nap (it’s dark out the entire time) and noticed there was some snow on the ground, it was a really light powder but it was sparkly and looked like it had been on the ground for a while.  I also wanted to go skinny dipping in the hot spring back there, I was already naked for unknown reasons, yay dream logic, and walked on the crunchy snow by the water to dip my toes in. It was warm but not as hot as I’d hoped.  The water was also super dark because it wasn’t a well lit area so I changed my mind and decided to grab a towel off a chair and head inside. 

One interesting bit was sitting in a room, not sure of it was a bedroom or a room I converted into an art room but I was doing some mixed multimedia piece that was tangible, but I “scrolled up” on my drafting table (I really want one of those) and there were other cut pots and pieces I didn’t remember that I needed to arrange.  Then I grabbed a piece of art I didn’t recognize, then another, and wondered who did them.  They were good, and I wasn’t sure if some of them were water color on heavy textured paper, but a bigger piece had a kind of note written on the bottom right quadrant and explained it was the previous person who lived here, Idk if they were alone or had roommates, but it briefly explained some economic hardships and also mentioned food scarcity.  It made me very sad they went through this, that they weren’t around anymore, and that we’d never met. 

I was out, clothed, and it was daylight.  I left my car in a parking space around the corner from where I was going, it was almost set up like Town Square by the Sephora on the way to the Apple Store, and  I forgot the art piece I brought with me in the car and had to walk back.  Instead of only business being above retail, it was a mix of office space and residential in the area and I was going to see Johnathan. I was super excited cause it had been forever and I thought about kissing him when he opened the door but I kept going back and forth downstairs cause I kept forgetting things I had to go back for before I woke up. 🙁 

Dreams sabotaging me.