Blank Space

I can’t remember dreaming at all last night. I went to bed late and woke up right before 7am, because it’s Saturday?

Dreams the last couple days have been weird. They’re usually weird, but this is a different flavor of weird. I vaguely knew I was dreaming and tried to go against physics but suck at it then the dream either changes the setting or I wake up. I “woke up” in the back seat of a car with a friend next to me and another friend in the front passenger seat. The driver seat wasn’t occupied but the car was on autopilot. I legit referenced previous dreams like this freaking me out in the dream, but dream me acknlowdged the technology caught up to this being possible and it was okay. I also almost jumped into the driver seat to take control of the vehicle (or in case the auto pilot shut off or messed up) but didn’t after making the acknowledgement. This was one of those dream in a dream things. They’re still weird af.

A couple nights before that I was walking around a backyard garden with mom, the dirt was piled into these beds and waiting to be smoothed out for planting. I noticed something sticking out of the ground and dig it up, it looked like something you’d use to steep tea in, then I found more, then there were empty boxes of tea. They weren’t mine and I drink a lot of tea. Then I realized they were buried because it was for some other chick and realized my dad was cheating on my mom. Weird af dream.

But nothing from last night. *shrug*

Fighting the depression these days has been a real struggle.