“I’m in my house in Edmonds and am exhausted AF. Wifey picked me up from the airport and dropped me off. Seattle is painfully solitary compared to Phoenix but I am grateful for the handful of wonderful people I’ve gotten to know while living here and hope to see more of them here in the next week or so.
I wasn’t sure what/if I wanted to post anything tonight or had the energy. I know my posts have been looking more and more like survival mode over the last few months and there’s a reason, and I can’t talk about it in detail online despite really wanting to. Some of you are aware of parts of what’s going on from chatting in person. If anyone’s up for a coffee or a meal in WA I’ll be here through July. Vegas friends, I’ll see you in August.
The last week in Phoenix was magic. I saw so many friends I hadn’t seen in years, went to fun events, saw Dita Von Teese, got lots of hugs, (got a root canal), ate lots of good food, soooo much Mexican food, and was never alone for over a week. And there were so many fur babies too!!! It was the strength I needed to keep going through some hard issues. It was the reminder I needed that there are wonderful people in my life and that I am loved. I have hard decisions to make the next couple weeks+ and all I can do is try my best. I know so many of us are fighting our own uphill battles personally and professionally. Let’s try to remember to lean on each other and to seek out our communities when things get hard instead of hiding away. I encourage everyone to ping me and each other. I’ll do the same. I love you all. Good night.”