Echos

Today I was told that I had a pretty smile, that I was cute and sexy, that we usually see each other bundled up against the cold weather, and now that I wasn’t under so many layers, that I was curvy, and incredibly beautiful, and have a nice butt (lol @ that). He said he liked it when I held onto his arm when we walked through crowds, and that doing something to make a little smile appear across my face made him really happy. One of the last things he said today was how much he enjoyed spending time with me, how he’s always excited when he’s on his way to see me, and that no matter how things worked out, even if we only remained friends in the end, he wanted me to always be in his life somehow. He thinks I’m amazing… I lost count how many times he said it.

This is a completely new and different person in my life. But I know these words from someone else. All of them. These men are absolutely nothing alike, they’re night and day. And the words are the same. I want to be happy, I’m glad and a little relieved he feels this way about me. But now Idk why I’m a little nervous.. and I’ve already started investing… I don’t know what to make of this.