I knew this could happen when I moved here, but the loneliness has been pretty hard the last week. I was lonely downtown, and same for the other cities I was in. I saw people more often in the other ones, this city is just set up poorly for people to get around and spend time together. So what’s the difference moving north? At least I get peace at night, and a lot do the issues I had at the apartment, I don’t have here. That part is nice.
Lately there’s been this weird back and forth with everything, especially work, where I stress about a thing and then a couple days later it seems like it’s under control for a few days and then flips again. I need things to be consistent.