I like breaking things:
- gender roles
- stereotypes
- generational cycles of *insert negative thing here*
- expectations
- patterns
This is kind of funny since it’s been my job to fix things for years. Maybe I should switch to breaking things there too. But yeah, it’s been a life mission to break out of cycles instead of continuing to be trapped in them, whether itwas from someone else looping me into their patterns, or trapping myself into old habits. It’s been a very reflective transition into winter. This has been going through my mind today as I replaced things like the keys in my purse, subscriptions to services, and ran over my hour appointment chatting about random stuff with my banker after planning financial ish. He finally shooed me away saying I was the kind of person he could talk to forever. Which I guess might be a complement? And it was good he ended the conversation there or I would have been late to the next appointment.
It’s nice to see a light at the end of the tunnel with this move, and even though works been awkward lately, at least I feel like I know what I’m doing in my personal life right now *don’t let this thought jinx this pls* I remember not knowing wtf to do with both a while ago, but a lot of stress dropped off today and I am grateful. Trying to be more patient, trying to set things up now for an easier 2018.