No dreams to write about right now. I remember when this level of physical pain used to hospitalize me in my early 20’s… I guess because I know what it is, I’ll take some antinausea medicine so I can try to eat a little, take an anti inflammatory, and go to work and try to get stuff done today. I didn’t know I could be in this much pain where it could cause intense nausea and wake me up from a dead sleep at 4am. I want to take the day off and have the time, but feel it would look bad right after a holiday so I won’t. I know I overdid it yesterday getting up at 4am to grab a rental and head north, but I had business to tend to and this allowed me to do it without taking time off work, or waiting months for the opportunity to come around again, but being up 19 hours and driving over 400 miles kicked my ass, and I forgot I would be PMSing now, and I’m achey from a new class so everything’s feeling like it’s snowballing here. And the early mornings pretty much guarantee a flare but I had to be early. Just needed to vent this somewhere. *sigh*