She already established a pattern of manipulating and using men for whatever she wanted and needed long before she met you… and she actively cheated on all of them, and we believe she’d kill herself if you walked out… when she’s that selfish? I can’t even be angry at her when this is her nature. It’s what she did before she met you, it’s what she’ll continue to do after you, and during you for that matter. You’ve already confirmed she’s cheated on your more than once. Even if you tell her you don’t want her going on dates with whoever hits on her at work, she’ll do it with or without your blessing.
I can be mad at you for knowing this and allowing her to continue to have this power over you. Then I’d only continue to be mad at myself for sacrificing any more energy towards this since you won’t change anything. You’re making excuses or your in denial.
I wish I put this together a couple years ago, fuck… a year ago would have been helpful.
I’ll never get to say these things in person, not that there’s any guarantee I would have gotten a straight answer if I ever even had the chance to make these statements.