Sabrina flew into town earlier today, we were cutting it too close to make brunch so we went to this really tasty gastropub by her hotel. What’s crazy though is the music went from Purity Ring’s Begin Again right into the Adventure Club remix of Flight Facilities’ Crave You. Back . To . Back. Seriously? It’s my favorite Purity Ring song and the moon and earth bit make me think of him. I’ve sent him the lyrics to Crave you, I creeped a friend out when I heard it playing somewhere and sang a few lines with it, apparently because I was spot on so at least I’m not going tone-deaf and that’s good, lol. But this was so close to a playlist I have and both songs make me think of him. I mean we have a lot of shared music but some hit a little harder than others. The food was so good too, I’d want to take him there if he ever visited… but I abstained from texting about the music or sending food pics or girlfriend selfies. It would have been pointless. He wouldn’t have responded to me anyway. Especially on a weekend. I learn his patterns and then he changes them again with more gaps. I was trying to figure out the communication drop off, which is hard when it’s been sloping down for a while, and it seems like it dropped off a lot since I relocated here. Maybe before then but I’m not really sure anymore. Why does it matter? Why do I care?
My heart broke when I saw you kept your gaze controlled.