Due to running my schedule 100% on my own whim and stuff, I will probably revert back to my old nocturnal ways. o.o
I am so exhausted today, I had such a good day. I let everything sink in, and cheated and didn’t find a gluten free pizza cause my main priorities were cheese and grease and slices you fold in half, and I regret nothing! Not even this slight tummy ache. Apparently half of a guild is into me, how wild is that concept? *tangents* And my friends invited me to hunt Pokemon, and I have other friends hitting me up sending me url’s of their company job sites offering to be employee referrals, work friends I hadn’t seen in years are coming out of the woodwork to help me. A nice recruiter called me about a spot in Phoenix not even two minutes after I left the Zoom meeting with TEO, but I want this thing I saw in Seattle, and the other thing somewhere I forgot what it’s called. Everyone has been super sympathetic offering to help me however they can, trying to be super supportive… and I feel like such a fraud. They have no idea how happy I am to be out of the toxic environment, I mean it started great but in the end it was bad, we know it. I know I’m fine from a financial and future employment perspective and will probably take this as a shot to cram in the Linux cert so I have a better shot at the Seattle one or the Cali one, or the other one I can’t remember where it is right now and I’m too tired to look right now. I’m so tired, it’s like when this stress is lifted off your back and you just need a nap. But it’s after midnight so yeah. I’m sure you’re super exhausted from literally everyone hitting you up in a panic trying to make sense of what’s going on, or see who else got hit. I’m curious too, I guess that’s normal. Dinner tomorrow at 7 should be interesting. ._.
I really hope you’re doing okay, and that you’re not holding on to any guilt or regret. Everyone is going to you because they trust and respect you. You are very much loved.