It’s been a while since I posted about a dream, and it’s not because I haven’t been dreaming. I’ve been having a lot of long drawn out stress dreams but haven’t had the time, or desire, in the morning to write them out. I’ve been consistently waking up around 5 something then usually 6 – 6:19am the last few weeks, idk why 6:19am sticks out but it always does, and then I try to rest and nap until my alarm goes off to salvage some sleep but it backfires cause then it’s harder to wake up a second time.
Between the crying and thoughts racing I got no sleep last night. I’m still freaked out, but I spoke to mom about everything, and we have a plan in place. We’re informed, we’re aware, and that is at least a little more empowering. She keeps telling me to rest and sleep in tomorrow. I’m never able to sleep in anymore.