Thank you.
From the bottom of my heart thank you. You mean so much to me, and I appreciate everything. The entire trip was fun, ridiculous, exhausting, amazing, and worth every second. I’m glad I got to do the driving for one day and give you a small break. Thank you for trusting me to do it. I’m happy I finally got to share little bit of home that I missed with you and hope I get to show you more of my favorites someday. Thank you for shortening the gaps between how long we go without seeing each other. Something was different the last two days. Thank you for giving me the best weekend and for loving me without restraint. I really see how much you do for me and how you think about me when planning.
I’m sorry.
I know I said it earlier but I’m sorry I passed out and I *still* wish you woke me. I know you were trying let me rest and only had my well being in mind. I’m sorry you got off to such a late start today and I feel terrible about it. I’m sorry I jumped to the worst conclusion as soon as I looked around the room and it was quiet and your things were gone. It is a reflection on past experiences and has absolutely nothing to do with you. As soon as you answered the phone I knew my worst fears weren’t real, but my heart was already breaking when I reached for the phone. I was scared, and in shock, especially after everything and with how well the weekend went. Nothing in the room made sense. I know its never been your intent to hurt me. That is not what I expect from you, and it’s not how I see you. I’m sorry thinking that when I woke up hurt you. I’m a little broken today but I’m going to be alright. We communicated and we’re okay.
I love you. Please be safe.