I had woken up and walked over to the mirror in the bathroom vanity then noticed how my bangs had different shades of purples, magentas, blues, and a little green. This wasn’t specifically galaxy hair but the colors blended well together. My makeup matched too with the liner and metallic purple lipstick. I was wearing color contacts but can’t remember if they were dark blue or something like it. I was wearing a lace top where the bust is cut out and I paired it with a black under bust corset that was longer and went half way over my hips. It was lacy and had ribbons that were sewn in to be all ruffly and matched the top well. I wondered what you’d think of it and if you’d like it. This was very fetish ball goth. I approved. I adjusted my boobs in the top again after putting on the corset then just played with them for a minute in front of the mirror because I could. idk
I heard a door open which confused me so I grabbed something to cover myself and dad walked in looking for something, all I could think was are you fucking kidding me? And I guess it showed on my face as I was thinking I could have remembered locking the door for sure.. and don’t people know how to knock? Dad said there was a second door to the right as he was leaving. Idk wtf he was looking for. So I walked out of the bathroom and the room I was in was like a studio with a decent sized kitchen and the space was L shaped. The kitchen had some retro wood color but it was well maintained. Anne’s dogs were there like I’d been watching them for a bit and Payton was wearing a cone of shame. She was being aggressive towards the other dogs so I picked her up and she started to nip at my fingers., I placed her out of the studio so she had access to the rest of the house and I locked the second door. Then I realized I’d locked her in another bathroom so I walked around to the front door, opened it, opened the door next to the one I was standing in that went to the bathroom Payton was in, and immediately shut and locked the front door before she could get in. I looked at my reflection in the glass door of the oven and noticed I was wearing a white lace dress. Then I heard the front door open and was all what the? But it was two or three people who had a key… I guess they were the owners and were renting this space out like an Airbnb kind of thing. They were asking where Payton was and I explained she was being aggressive towards the other dogs so I separated them.
I was walking around somewhere at night and looked this sign on an arch to my right to try and figure out where I was so I could go back and visit it later. I kept thinking I was in Alabama or Louisiana. There were these frat guys yelling random things across the street and these two chicks in uniforms were walking across the street so I followed closely behind them and they went through this walkway in this building and then up a couple steps to this door. They asked if i went here and was a member of insert random society here that I can’t remember and I was all no? They were all oh okay bye and went inside. I still wasn’t really sure what was going on and walked around. I was down south like in Tucson trying to get back to Phoenix and I was trying to do the math on how long it would take to get to Vegas, and was trying to figure out who I needed to see. Apparently there was a time crunch and the situation changed where I could spend two or three extra days in Phoenix before going back and thought.. well I could be mopey in Vegas, or spend the time distracting myself and seeing friends. I thought about who to call.. goth mom, Thomsen, Ashe.. who did I wanna stay with? Where did I want to go? I can’t remember what happened after but woke up in the back seat of a car and was leaning on Sarah, and Anne was sitting next to her. We were all asleep in the back seat and Janine was driving. It was dark out and I started to settle my head back on Sarah’s shoulder when I looked up and noticed we were driving in reverse and that Janine was driving the wrong way on the freeway, which explains going in reverse to go with the flow of traffic. I was wondering how this even happened and Sarah explained it. There were three cars about a quarter mile behind us but other than that there wasn’t much going on. It started becoming light out and we were standing on snow. There were three guys giving us grief about how we got there and how it was private territory. Then Janine ski’d off down the hill to get away.
I was at some place and there was a cute little blond girl with her hair in pigtails. She opened a door and decided to walk outside on the balcony but her guardians advised against it. It was weird because these were narrow steps that curved up to another door on the floor above us but they weren’t exactly like a spiral staircase. They also moved a little like a rope bridge. The ground wasn’t super far away but it wasn’t close either, I actually wasn’t sure how far the drop was, and there was nothing but what looked like rain forest surrounding us. She hopped from step to step and I went after her knowing she was going to get stuck on a platform. She got to the bottom platform before the steps change directions and start going up and she started to cry. I reached out to grab her and she took my hand. I sat on the bottom step and pulled her close so I could hug her and said I told her not to go off all by herself. Her hair was dark now, and we sat there in these chairs (they were the platforms a second ago) and looked at this huge IMAX like screen in front of us. There was this one guy off to the right side asking if I wanted soda and I thought about it then said no. I was trying to find a remote on the cluttered table to my left and then to the west of us, we saw a plane fall out of the sky. My only clue was the sunset being in the same direction. Then on the screen it explained who it was and why he couldn’t marry so and so because he was an alien. It was like some V level conspiracy except not reptile, and the room was dark and I saw the ending credits in front of us with this ugly neon 16 bit green text, and I mentioned how it was funny we found a secret in the end of a series and answered questions from Sailor Moon because this was on right before TMNT, so thank you to TMNT.. and the little girl turned to look at me and she was all confused, and I said I think this is a dream.. Yeah.
She looked horrified and I said no no no, it’s okay. Like things had gotten so surreal and out of place I caught it. She looked like anime now, and she was about to disintegrate like the dream was going to reset itself, or maybe I was going to wake up. I said not to worry and we were standing i what looked like a conference room area with ugly red casino carpet. She was wearing all black. Black long sleeve sweater, skirt, leggings, very Hotaru. I stood next to her and a door opened, then three people walked out. I chose this one lady who was wearing a black chefs jacket and thought she’d be easiest for the girl to talk to. She looked kind of like a brunette version of Cat Cora. I wanted to know what was bothering her and what she was internalizing since I wasn’t sure how to help. Then I woke up.