I was in this small room downstairs on the other side of the wall from the pantry. It was setup with a small guest bed and a quilted blanket. I’d planned on sleeping there but then mom was there so she was going to take the room and I was going to figure something else out. There was a plate and some spilled food on the bed so I grabbed everything to put away and toss in the kitchen sink while mom grabbed the quilt and comforter to throw in the wash, and then we’d look for linens. Anna walked in and was apparently going to sleep there, she was furious about it so she decided to go upstairs and sleep next to him. I was very panicky then thought just because she’s up there doesn’t mean she’s going to have any success, maybe he’ll be too tired because he’s been working so much. I was in the kitchen by the sink dealing with the plate thinking about how much I wish I had a million dollars. That wasn’t going to be enough for her. I wish I had 2 million to offer her to walk away because I was certain if given the choice she’d take the money. But I didn’t know how to acquire it. It felt like I had to find a way to obtain ransom money for his heart.
I went to another room and was laying on this bed with black sheets, then sat up to turn off a lamp on the desk. I’d been on a tablet going over craigslist ads for puppies and dogs. They all had white fur coats. I’d been scrolling for a while but forgot what breed I was looking for.
I opened this wooden framed glass door and was out in a hall passing different counters. It was all school administration and one counter was my college and another was my high school. I passed a table with a bunch of blank MCC student ID’s and this guy with a camera. There were pictures on another table with student photos that I guess were there as examples? They all had light green sweaters or vests on over white polo shirts or blouses. This was like that sea foam green, like the old school medical uniform green. I didn’t remember the school colors changing and guessed they were asking students for their shirt sizes during orientation to send them these things for their photos / IDs, and just so they’d have it. I thought I forgot something or how to get somewhere, or specifically how to get to someone, so I turned around and went back to where I’d come out to the hall, then stopped before opening the glass door because I really couldn’t remember. I decided to walk away and was in another office environment. I was wearing a long black coat and had this amazing light pink hair. I saw Claudio at a check out and asked what he thought of it. He looked surprised and I explained how I got the idea last night since my purple was fading to a pink. Then I asked him if I looked like a lesbian and he said not yet. It was funny and slightly weird and I woke up.