So this is gonna be very lj feely. I just wanna start off by saying I vomited as soon as I finished breakfast this morning and got up to put the dishes away. At least the sink was there so it was easy clean up. It was entirely unexpected and I didn’t feel it coming on until it happened. So now that that’s out of the way.
My right ear hurts and it’s making my head tilt to the right. I have a headache. This whole thing is bs. I feel like all I do is complain internally all day about these things, and then I realize that I don’t. I feel like hell, put myself together, get things done like a bamf and am too busy to hear any internal dialog. Which is good, I’m still production even if I feel like I’m on the verge of letting everything go and watching it crash and burn. I’ve been trying to focus on one task on my to do list at home to deal with this overwhelming feeling, and so far I’ve done like a thing a day but then feel bad I’m not getting more done. This compounding post accident / nausea / cold weather pain is draining. See. I’m just complaining through my fingers right now. I don’t wanna do that.
So when I got home I grabbed fresh warm linens and made my bed, so not what today’s task was, and then took a super hot shower and am chillin in the fluffiest robe I ever felt and recently purchased. It’s so soft, it’s one step closer to being a bunny. I was getting sick while eating dinner so I gave up. My stomach hurts, but at least I’m exhausted enough I think I’ll actually get some decent sleep if I can get there. Warm soft fabrics and Pusheen always help.