I spent a majority of the last 48 hours sleeping and eating. Mostly sleeping, then waking up and staying awake if I’m hungry enough to gtfo of bed. Today was a little better taking care of things. I finished making the appointments and reservations for September, went to my dental cleaning this afternoon, and got my ass to barre. It was so hard, it was a sculpt class instead of a mix class I’m used to. But that’s okay. Went to this New Mexico food place after with Brandon and had the best chili relleno ever. Ermahgerd.
Apparently my recovery mode is sleep mode with intermittent food breaks. lol. The dreams lately have been an extra special crazy with a side of wtf is wrong with my brain and why are these stress dreams more stressful than usual? At least I’m doing better physically now and going back to work tomorrow should be business as usual.
There have been a few changes with the wedding too. Things have been less stable for Anne since her roommate hasn’t been working and other personal things going on so she asked if I’d be super upset if she declined her invitation to the wedding and I said no. Mel and I understand her situation and get that she has other things going on that take precedence. Mel’s parents aren’t making it so her brother is walking her down the aisle. Since Shaun is coming we asked him if he’d be willing to walk with me and he’s more than happy to do it, which I greatly appreciate. Man, a bunch of close friends coming together for a very important day. I’m glad we’re working through these crazy unexpected things, it just sucks this is happening, and so close to the wedding too. It’s going to work out. It’s too important not to.