This morning I had a series of dreams but was pulled away from the computer before I could type it all out so the beginning and end are lost forever, but there is the middle part.. and earlier this afternoon I napped so there’s that dream too. lol
This morning’s dream:
I switched my work computer for my gaming laptop and was sitting on the couch with Mel. We were facing each other talking while Chris was listening in the recliner next to us. We were making plans regarding what the group would be doing later tonight. It was dim so I think it might have been super super early in the morning or evening. Josh walked passed us, went to the kitchen, then setup his computer at the dining room table. Mel started dropping words to get me to describe my process regarding what I had planned already and how I kept track of everything, half way through a thought I realized why she waited until he was within earshot to hear us and paused, then looked over and saw him working on something, then got up and asked him what he was working on and he said trying to figure out what everyone wanted to do while they were down here since people were flying in tonight. He made a comment about me not talking to him anymore and I forgot what I said, but we were basically waiting on each other to start the conversation, so no conversation ever happened. I went over to the fold out table where Sid and a couple other people were and they had some small glasses with a little bit of mimosa in them, someone said they needed to kill them off since we were leaving soon and offered me a couple since they were downing a few. I grabbed a larger glass and the carafe of orange juice, then the other with the alcohol and when I poured the other one realized my mistake… it was some light beer and not the champagne or sparking wine I was hoping for. Whatever. I grabbed a small carton of tropicana orange juice and opened it, poured some out, and poured in vodka. Met a girl at the table and we decided to go outside… the place was kinda busy now.. she asked if I was from CO and I said I’d been there for a while. Her response was good… so she wouldn’t have to watch me and I’d know how to handle my liquor at a higher elevation. Then I was all…. well I’ve been here for a while but I’m originally from AZ.
From this afternoon’s nap:
I had a tiny puppy napping in my bed behind me, my dad opened the door to drop off a kitten that I guess was mine. This one was tiny too and aggravated at the drop off but was okay after. I grabbed the puppy from behind and placed him next to the kitten so they could nap in my arms and then there were like two other pets and I can’t remember if they were hamsters or something but it was a bunch of tiny sleeping animals. One of the.. maybe hamsters was getting cranky and didn’t want to sleep because it was hungry so I got up to move them and get their food. Then the layout of the room was different, and I heard walking up the stairs and knew it was BB. So I yelled for BB all excited and she came in, I think I met her in the hall and then followed her out, and then Josh was there with a bunch of hardware and BB offered to run an errand for me saying she could pick up a money order for me when he cut her off and said actually if she has time she could do all these other things he needed one instead, and I was like seriously? He said how he’s always working and his things were more important than mine. I responded yeah I know.. and the hall was different, there was a doorway behind him, and two behind me, I turned around and went to the door on the left, BB went back downstairs, Josh went into the other room and was working in there. I was sitting at the desk in the home office in the house I grew up in, except there was a docking station and all the cables and monitors and some old school huge ass… I’m gonna guess DLP TV to my left. I was thinking about the empty space behind me and my computer in the other room and the dual monitors hooked up to it… I was picturing the room next door in the house I grew up in and the XPS 210 I had. I haven’t seen that thing irl for years lol. I thought about moving it into this room so I would have work in front of me and play behind me, then stood up and looked through the window and saw him, he hadn’t moved. His hair was longer and tied back but something was different so I looked again and realized his head was shaved except for a tied sikha like how Sage used to wear it before he shaved it off and grew everything out. I sad back down and was trying to study but was distracted, I was going through aerospace engineering material and was using the huge DLP TV as a second monitor. The thing I was watching got really loud and I couldn’t find the remote to turn it down so I was trying to hit the volume button on the TV then went to stop the video on the laptop. I got up and walked to the door but stopped when I was about to grab the door and sat in the other chair on the left wall, then he came in and said something but I can’t remember what it was.. and it was like I had all these things I’d been wanting to say and kept inside and as soon as I had the chance they disintegrated.