There have been a lot of crazy intricate dreams lately that I haven’t been writing about since I’ve been rushing in the mornings due to waking up in stupid amounts of pain and being slow as !@#$. I don’t know why it’s been so bad lately. Everything is not awesome. Everything hurts, I’m frustrated with everything right now, and I feel like it’s all compounding and bleeding together, and you have to accept things or change them. There’s so much in the air right now I’m hesitant to make one change while trying to attempt another. But anyway..
Last night / this morning’s dream was stupid weird. I can’t remember it all. Anna had to do some presentation at a conference and walked on stage looking like she was going to have a heart attack or pass out behind the podium. I was walking through the aisles looking for my group and noticed the stage was empty and there was chatter. She came back and ended up doing some aerial acrobatic cirque thing up in the air. It was the hugest distraction to get the audience to forget why they were actually there and what she was supposed to present. I can’t even remember if the material was supposed to be technical or whatever. But he was so helping her out, he had some weird instrument, it was like a huge modified vertical gayageum with the strings coming out and they were looped around his fingers. He could move his fingers almost like he was touching piano keys, except the palms of his hands were facing each other, and there were other strings coming out of the instrument that went up the walls to the ceiling like organ pipes even though they were thin wires, or maybe like more like circuitry in aesthetic. I don’t know how to describe the sound, it sounded organic, and it sounded like warm digital synth at the same time. I can barely remember it and it’s fading quickly. I was upset she could get everyone to focus on some irrelevant distraction while hiding the fact that she had no idea what she was doing and had no right to be presenting at some conference. I was upset that he was helping her execute this deception in the most beautiful way. I sat on a couch near him and was typing a message on a transparent tablet then looked over to see what he was looking at. I was expecting some kind of morse code, the dots and dashes being illuminated by LED lights on a white surface… like Apple product white surface. It was a dark background with dots that made up part of a city and what I think was the Golden Gate Bridge. They looked like the ends of fiber optic cable with lights going through them. It’s kind of like the pictures of the earth at night from space where the shapes of nations and their cities and freeways can only be seen because of all the lights they have.