I only remember a couple bits of what I dreamed this morning. I was walking though CA with Allison and Gypsy was behind us with friends. I saw Batty at some venue and she was dancing in the hall.. it was a really unusual place to be dancing. Then I was out walking with another group, we were discussing housing costs and looking at the market in California. Chris Eckhardt was being silly and mentioned something about taking care of me then grabbed my hand to kiss it. I was at his place with Matthew looking at some weird interactive Disney trivia thing on a tablet. Pardon Me by Incubus was playing in the living room. That’s all I can remember. Lots of friends made appearances this morning lol.
So I’m seeing Incubus September 6th, after seeing Three Days Grace on my birthday and seeing TBM last year I’m feeling very spoiled getting to check bands off my list. Which was really surprising since not as many shows seem to come through here compared to Phoenix, but it’s all good. I’ve been so nauseated and sick since this afternoon I’m just trying to focus on the good things happening and the things I have to look forward to. But I’m a little worried I always need something to look forward to, to get me through in the meantime… I’m not content. Idk what to do about it yet. Not feeling like I could vomit any minute would be a great start.