Monthly Archives: June 2015

I was diving at night by a tech park with my roommate when I noticed the lights in building were off. My roommate pointed out it was 3 something am. We decided to go back home to try to get more sleep.

I was in an office building and went to a room with a bunch of red vines on the table. A boss came up to me and said an employee complained my Animaniacs top was inappropriate. I asked who and he made a face, then I said got it you can’t tell, said that was bs since I’ve never been dress coded, nothings showing, and I planned on going back home and changing anyway.

I went back into the other room and started yelling at these two guys who keep pulling individual red vines from their pockets and putting them on table with the rest of the candy. I wasn’t sure if there were jars under their seats but I told them to stop mixing them with the other red vines that hadn’t been touched.  Then we were all at dinner tables with bread and these huge bowls of salad. The guy sitting to my left was annoying me.

The last part of the dream was playing an arcade fighter game against a player who chose a panda. It was very Ranma 1/2 even though the style was different. The background in the game looked like the watercolor styled backgrounds in some old school animes. The combo moves were very elaborate and anime like too. Then I woke up..

So many  random details are going.  The one that stands out is last night I had a dream I was having an abortion and Dr. Montgomery was doing the procedure for me.  She had what looked like an internal ultrasound wand but it also functioned as a vacuum.  This was so early it was like pre-first trimester, it was like the  zygote was traveling down and hadn’t even implanted yet.  Technically emergency contraception would have handled that before pregnancy was possible.  And most abortions are early enough that pills are used before medical procedures.   I don’t know, the details were weird, the cells on the screen were weird.  This is the first time I’ve ever had a dream like this, and I’ve always felt I was pro life personally even if I am pro choice politically, because I can’t decide what another person does with their life or body, nor should I ever be able to.. I think this dream probably happened because over the weekend I was thinking if the last person I slept with knocked me up I’d be in a clinic so fast to term the pregnancy.  He’d never know, I’d take the day off and just go.  I might tell Mel.  At least in the dream she was really nice and asked about my comfort, warned me when something was going to hurt, I felt pain in the dream, and when I was resting before leaving the office she asked if I wanted something comforting.  I mentioned guilt and she said a couple things like it was a smart decision, it was super early, and said not to feel guilty.  I asked her if she was familiar with Cookies From Home, and she said yeah but they closed.  I said they used to be in Tempe but moved and were in the same area we were in.  She said we could eat a bunch of cookies together and not think about it.

I just realized today is father’s day. wow. lol.

There were other dreams throughout the night like being locked in a room that had a bed against the wall and an old CRT TV on a small dresser on the opposite wall near the corner.  Arguing with people.  Weird stuff.  I walked away from the computer and came back and forgot everything else. Ugh…

Can’t remember the string of weird dreams other than James Raj… I can’t remember how to spell his last name but Meagan’s bf was in it and seemed polite but strangely threatening at the same time. There was so much going on too. Woke up with Science stuck in my head.

Spin the wheel
Watch it crash
Turn the dress to broken glass
Strike a pose and hold the flash

I’m not the only one who’s bleeding
Before the past is done repeating
Gets underneath my skin
It won’t die

This time, if I can’t win
Then I won’t try to carry on
I’ll play it satirical
Tonight won’t be so long
I’ll pray for a miracle

Woke up coughing and dehydrated after passing out late from Eddie Izzard. Got up, chugged water, still exhausted and drowsy… I remember some weird bits of dreams.. like Jay was in one and was sitting in this row of chairs, they were all facing different directions. I sat down next to him then moved to the chair on his right. These were like desk chairs in college classrooms.  There was food on the desks, it looked like in-n-out burger lol. There was some other dream where a lot of people were walking north or east…. or maybe north east… on the street and I noticed a lot of metal street lamps, signs, fences that lead down to subways, they were all green it was like New York. This girl was trying to figure out how to get through this checkpoint to go somewhere and I thought we were headed to the same place so I implied we should stick together. We went down th3 steps to this ticketing area and there was security like we were crossing a border into another country. I went through and she was missing something so I waited. Then I realized I left my wallet on the other side and was going to ask security if I could go around to retrieve it and come back. Off to the side was an opening without the dividers you slip the tickets into to get through. I was in some hotel room laying out my clothes and switching from one high collar dress to another. I can’t remember anything else… going back to sleep..