Monthly Archives: May 2015

I pretty much forgot what I had dreamed about until Jimmy Eat World’s Sweetness started playing in my head, then I remembered part of the dream where a friend and I were with a group of people just singing it.  “Are you listening? Whoa ohhhhhh..” This friend was someone my brain made up.  The group was together for some reason and I can’t remember why but there were weird things going on outside and heavy rain.  It looked like a large black sun was in the sky just above eye level but not on the horizon, like in the middle, and I saw a rainbow form around it, like something bad was going to happen.  These were small groups of two to three people who knew each other and some individuals.  I was thinking about how different the dynamic might be if it was one large group that was already acquainted and my friend and I were the two newcomers, and how easy it would be for them to remember us but how hard it would be to place names for me.. and would it be easier that or with how the dynamic was now?  I suck at remembering these things in mass quantity, I had that problem with the scene when I was 21 so I’d blame it on being drunk the last time I met someone at a club and apologize and ask for their name again.. even though almost every night I went out I stayed sober.  But I felt bad.

Anyway, there was some other part where I was chillin in some home and there was a bunny, a cat, and two hamsters running around on the carpet.  Hiding under a blanket, or wondering under a dresser or bed.  I was in black pajamas.  Then I was out driving and had to make this left turn and the median was almost a uturn, into some busy lot and this large tire was in the way.  I was late for some appointment and Jovi was calling me from the door so I walked up to meet her.. right before that I saw something, like a multi tiered cart or something in a small room or maybe like a small server rack and turned on the light to illuminate it.  Then I walked into an office space and sat down with Joanna, her sister.  This was like some school administration building.  I’m sure that wasn’t the end of the dream but I can’t remember what else happened.

This is the worst nightmare I’ve had in a long time. I was in my first trimester and we were going to have a baby. He was trying to kill us and cornered me. I woke up, curled into a ball, cried a little, and forced my ass out of bed to make tea. My chest hurt.

Not looking forward to passing out anytime  soon.

I was sitting on the floor by a coffee table half awake and Jimmy and a group of his friends were over and one threw a softball that went past and fell near my feet.  I wasn’t going for it but they said they were going out back to chill and the sun was going down so I said hang on I need to tie my shoe lace and would grab it for him.  I was wearing grey chucks. Which is really weird.  Vans > chucks just sayin.  Anyway, I went outside and was by a tree with a bunch of crows.  I can’t remember if I went up a ladder or a swing or something but would look up and over the field where I saw a couple houses, birds, lots of grass, a couple goats running to the left.  Below was a laptop and I remember a bunch of random things.  But I was out somewhere else and my pinky nail was broken most of the way through except for one end and I could bend it down, so I was trying to figure out how to fix it.  I looked down an aisle in a store and saw someone missing an arm trying to assist another amputee who was having issues with something.  There was another man nearby who was holding a baby and when I looked back it looked like he was having some allergic reaction and was breaking out in hives, then vomited black stuff.  I was back by the tree and noticed a lot of people with cameras, and camera phones, all over the place, then I realized what I was watching on the screen resembled places I’d just been in, and the surrounding area with the light green trees and couple houses.  Jimmy was walking up when I realized it was like White Bear and was all omfg all cameras are on me, and that means something dangerous happens.  I told Jimmy a bunch of things from Black Mirror were happening, like there were other things but I can’t remember.  Some other chick was with us, not sure if she was Asian or Hispanic, we got in this van and Jimmy was driving, I moved up to the front seat.  The seating in the van was laid out really weird.

I was out at some resort, with walkways, lots of shade from trees, a bunch of people like it was spring break but probably not, a warm ocean, and gold sand.  I walked into the water and saw this man with a trimmed beard and I guess what society would consider long hair for a man even though it miight hit the back of a shirt collar.  I saw him once in the water and then a second time in a wetsuit with a couple other people.  I found googles he had earlier and walked over to him, the water was almost at shoulder height for me, and asked him if he didn’t need them since it was the ocean.  He said he didn’t need them and was used to salt and chlorine and stuff.  I said okay and started walking back toward the beach, through the grassy furnished area and grabbed an orange shirt to put on over my swimsuit.  I went upstairs into my room and crashed out. I woke up and noticed everything was unfocused but I had to be careful not to take my eyes off this paper on the desk or it would have gone away and I wouldn’t have been able to see what was on it.  I picked it up and determined it wasn’t useful.  Then I heard talking outside my window about some girl in an orange shirt walking up from the beach earlier and can’t remember exactly what was said.  It was two chicks from management and some guy.  I woke up in the room again and saw a couple people sitting at a fold out gaming table.  Matt and TSO were over playing D&D and I was all wtf.  I walked out of the room into the kitchen and sat at the bar, they came to chill and I said we needed to establish some ground rules.  Like D&D needs to happen out here in a larger area and I was crashed out, and Matt said he wanted to keep me company and I’d be hanging out when I woke up anyway.  I was all welll…. yeah but..

Some people came over and the house started filling with guests.  This toddler decided to run up the stairs and I chased after him to bring him back down while thinking where is his mom?  Then while up there, there was this little girl, around grade school age, and this little boy was avoiding going downstairs because he had major food issues.  I was telling him he needed to go downstairs and listen to his mother, and that he would at least try something new and the kid looked like he was having an internalized panic attack so I let up.  The girl mentioned there was some 17 year old downstairs on the couch with some guy and I was all are you kidding me? I rushed downstairs and saw this chick sitting on the bottom steps but before I could say anything she informed me some group came in and was sitting in the living room.  So I was going to kick them out and they were all in somewhat formal attire and were either coming from or going to some event.  I heard them talking about investments and they were being courteous even though I had no idea who they were, or if they were invited or by who or how they even know about the house.  I sat in an empty spot in the middle of one of the couches and asked what they did.  A guy explained they were waiting to go to a thing and they handled mortgages and investments.  I was like okay, and started talking about estates.  I mentioned how Bob Parsons just sold part of his company and made out with 2.5 billion, and was still the majority shareholder since the company just went public recently.  I knew he was custom building a new home but thought he was still purchasing other properties.  One of the girls from the group brought me green tea and then brought me another cup when I killed off the first one.  Then the girl sitting on the steps earlier came up to inform me one of the chicks from this group was upstairs in one of the rooms having sex and I was all wtf.  I went upstairs and we passed a few rooms before she said the chick was in there.  I opened the door, flipped the light on, and saw this blonde chick passed out with the covers pulled over her.  She started waking up and asked what was going on.  I said who the fuck are you?  Get up, and get out of my house.  She was genuinely offended and didn’t understand the problem.  I said I don’t know who you are, you didn’t have permission to come up here, and you’re not staying here either.  That particular group had been cordial so far even though I wasn’t sure how they ended up there and after this chick I was done.  That house was so nice.  I think this is one of my favorite properties I’ve owned in my dreams. lol

Weird dream driving on the 10 through Phoenix in the daytime. Also went to see Josh F and found some missing nude colored lipstick on his nightstand I think I was missing in the dream. We were talking earlier in the car and I had Bluetooth on, he had some complaint about wishing there were more exotic women since he just moved (he’d never say that irl), and I was all butt hurt about it cause I’d moved to Vegas (also not realistic). Like I wanted to be the hot alt girl he was looking for or something  like that.

Before that I was speaking to TSO while getting the most ridiculous calls from people on my work cell and telling them where to find what they needed. There was something about a custom box,  littreally like a wooden box the size of a Casio projector, someome wanted like a vmware that was USB powered. I kept explaining we could try and procure it but I wasn’t sure, and even if we could we wouldn’t be able to support it.

Was in the back seat of an suv with a couple kids I was watching or friends with their parents or something idk and this guy was sitting in the 3rd row with one of the sons. The kids helped me grab the cables and some equipment to bring it inside. I had a crush on him in my dream and was trying to place who he was and if it were mutual.

So much of the dreams I had last night hemorrhaged out of my memory the last couple minutes. Ugh.

For once I felt I dreamed about something so left field it was worth writing.. instead of the ones being so left field I shouldn’t even try the last week.  A lot of the dreams from last night/ this morning are fading fast since I spent some time half awake lying there going wtf.  I think I was trying with Sorg again, even though we were awkward and I’d avoided him like an asshat.  We were in some office space and then in the back of a cab with a group going somewhere.  He was playing with an ipod or something and his arm was around me, I know there was more but I can’t remember.

It was in the evening and I walked up to some restaurant to meet some friends who were sitting outside.  Pete from PP was in my dream and Violet showed up and was being weird.  Then she left, then we were leaving and talking and he said he was surprised to run into her there.  I guess she just showed up and wasn’t actually invited.  We were sitting in my car talking when he pulled me to sit on his lap and his hand was on my hip.  The car shifted into reverse and I yelled to hit the break and turned the wheel so we didn’t hit anything in the garage.  Then I stopped somewhere to grab a couple belongings.  There was some other part where I was traveling through these sand dunes that went on forever and stopped at this little building in the middle of nowhere.  I was trying to figure out if we should turn back or keep going forward, either end was supposed to come out around McClintock like the path was a huge loop but turning back around would have taken longer.  I noticed a bunch of pill bottles in a cabinet, like they were there for an an emergency stash but they still had my information on them so I looked for a fat sharpie to black everything out.  I couldn’t find one so I grabbed a pen and started scribbling on the bottles.  Then I looked around and noticed a green dress on a hanger that belonged to me. I grabbed it and started grabbing a couple other dresses I’d left there previously, and a few heels that were on the ground by a bench I’d forgotten existed.  There was an old CRT TV on a table playing some video that was recorded years ago.  It was Josh before we met, on a stage covered in blood, a lot of it was dried but more was running down his hands.  There were other people covered in blood and it looked chaotic.   I wasn’t sure what was going on, like if it was supposed to be like Bloodfest that happens in Phoenix every October.. or some other thing.  I kept watching and present day Josh was kind of being a dick to past Josh.  Someone came into the room while I was picking up my shoes and was arguing with some woman in another room about who we were and what we were doing there.  I left and ended up in some other building with Simon.  He’d come back from some tournament overseas, we were eating pie out of a box and another chick in the scene sat at the table across from me excited about some event.  She said how she never went because she didn’t know going to places alone, or where she wouldn’t know anyone. But since she was invited she’d go.  I was all… you know me.  We could go do these things.  And I woke up…

Mitchell: “Had a very weird night of dreams that involved demons, angels, ghosts, zombies, that went on all night like a movie, part of it was actually outside the story line where I was trying to figure out how to right about it. It ended at a giant gala where everyone was wearing formal wear and hundreds of people were ascending a fancy staircase. I was clutching my comforter staring at the line, when I saw my friend Joshua walk past me and past the people waiting in line wearing jeans and a hoodie. I shouted out to him and he stopped and turned around and smiled, he was way up the stairs, a golden light shone upon his face.
“Josh, you look like a golden god!”
“Mitchell, time is what we make of it, time is what we have, man will always waste it, or make the best of it.”
“What”
“Oh nothing, I was merely pointing out what time it was.” His face was consumed by the gold light. “See you inside your skin cover.”
“Skin cover?”
“Yeah, ‘Skin Cover’ is the venue we are in, that’s what it’s called.”
“Oh!”
And I woke up, my phone was dead and there was no alarm set on my clock. It was 8:32, I had my alarms set for 9:00 and 9:15, but neither of them would have gotten to me.”

Sivana:

“Manager: Did she tell you about the dream she had?

Employee: No, what dream?

Manager: She had a dream about you.

Employee: Oh, what about?

Manager: Well.. You know.  A sex dream.

Employee: Really?

Manager: Yeah.. I shouldn’t have said anything… I really shouldn’t be a manager. “

Sorg: “I  had a nightmare that I was forced to go to a music festival featuring the worst bands including 3 doors down, panic the disco and I was forced to wear flip flops. I’m pretty sure that would make anyone suicidal..”