In this morning’s dream my network was starting to diaf and then I realized I was getting DDoS’ d. Dealt with that, then someone was in my computer so I pulled the battery. My work IT tribe was chillin in a meeting while I was trying to not die at my desk, and he was standing with them, wearing what he wore to the holiday party. He looked over at where I was sitting while I took a gulp of Robitussin. /end dream
MC Chris is now playing in my head, and my brain is still an asshole for these technological / hardware / network / computer fails + still dreaming of him every !@#$%^ night. I feel like at least The Tussin is it’s way of saying sorry with humor.
Today’s been a mess… got an email I won that thing at the barre studio friends and I go to and I got a free month, went out shopping with work wifey since her bday is in a week, missed a call and text from dad that mom fell down the stairs looking for me. Yeah, he had to add in that text she was looking for me. So I called dad then mom and she said she was hurting but would be alright, we had to turn around so I could check on her and get her yukgaejang. I almost immediately texted him during a mini internal freak out about mom and had to stop myself. Canceled evening plans to watch mom tonight. Spent a couple hours cleaning up her computer that dad royally effed up, and while he was out grabbing some stuff we had a chance to catch up. She said she was sorry things didn’t work out like I’d hoped cause she could tell it’s been on my mind constantly. I told her I would have married him. She’s never ever heard me say that before. Then I told her it was fine and I’ll be okay. Recruiters keep hitting me up on LinkedIn, more since switching my profile pic on there to the one I use at work. I showed it to her and she said I looked 100% Asian and I was all oh well no wonder it’s popular, I must look more like you, lol. She was all noooo, that’s not what I’m saying. But her analysis was:
Picture: looks 100% Asian, with make up = looks between 23 – 26.
Real life: looks 70% Asian, no make up = looks 20?
She was all you look better in person than in the picture and it’s a good picture, some people look better in their pictures than irl.. uhh..thanks ma. I mean that is the kind of thing moms would throw in there. Gdi this really is like lj a decade ago, only with better spelling, less acronyms, and less emojis. fml