In my dream from this morning Chris Hardwick and Steven Yeun were hitting on me on Tinder. I mean I know I’ve been waiting for TWD and Talking Dead to start back up but heavens no, hell yeah. The Bloodhound Gang has been stuck in my head off and on for days. There was other stuff after in the dream too where I was stuck in this condo that looked like it sustained damage post earthquake, or possibly a bombing? I wanted to go upstairs but instead of getting out of my way or just going upstairs this dude would move up a stair then I’d move up.
I know there was a bunch more but I forgot because I didn’t draft it, not drafting it while still half asleep pre-functional already causes a huge memory loss. I notice if I do these when I start waking up I get write a lot more detail down and this really is a legit dream blog, or if I finish this up and post at night it becomes less dream content and more bs “dear diary” stuff. I love how my mind says “dear diary” like Bette from AHS: Freakshow. Brain dumping stupid thoughts in here has been more of an outlet than I expected (it actually still works). I’m still trying to figure out how I got these two bruises on my right thigh. I noticed them this morning when I got up, they’re like dime size.
I’m catching up with Mel, telling her about the high school lj I’m transcribing dreams from.. still kind of relevant to the cause, and she was all omg where did the time go, since that was 11 years ago. We’re talking about how we met because of the anime club in high school, and she said she nearly cried when she read my post that I was losing everyone. I almost cried when I read it yesterday too, but we always kept in contact with each other. She said she remembered the moon crescent I used to wear all the time, I lost it in a move years ago. She was all “sucks, strange how I still remember it.” lol I’m probably going to read this in 10 years the same way I read 2004 entries yesterday… cringing at how much of an idiot I was. It’s so hard and painful and embarrassing to read some of it.