I still cry…
Indifference is going to take such a long time. I don’t have the capacity to hate you, it might make things easier right now, but I’m okay with it being what it is. God, we’re still two angsty teenagers with lj’s, I feel like that anyway… I need samsara. I needed to get out of purgatory so I can be reborn again and again until I find enlightenment.
I’m just talking to myself.