Monthly Archives: April 2014

childhood fears

I somehow managed to get a little bit of sleep in after the house alarm and guess what, weird ass dreams! Oooh, but this time one victory out of a reoccurring dream! I’ve had dreams for years starting as a kid where I’d wake up in the backseat of a moving car. It used to be in the back of a 70’s Cadillac Deville, driving itself in the HOV lane, usually on the i-10 west around the tunnel, on that HOV ramp where you can see all of downtown Phoenix at night, it was very terrifying in an empty car. This morning I had this dream in the back of a car that was stick shift, and the girl sitting in the front passenger side wouldn’t jump over so I did and breaked and got it into neutral and it eventually stopped. I think it was knocked out of neutral and cars never stop immediately in my dreams when I break. Smh

These dreams became less frequent when I learned how to drive. After that I would jump into the drivers seat to steer and hit the breaks but the breaks were out or nothing was responsive. When I got over that my dreams started using manual vehicles cause I never learned stick. I guess after learning to ride a motorcycle and learning to shift it didn’t freak me out enough and the car eventually stopped. I mean I know in a zombie apocalypse I’d burn out the transmission and stall a couple times but I’d get from point a to point b in a car with a manual transmission now. Why do the breaks always take forever to work in dreams?

Scene competition

I was in Phoenix and there were people talking about going to events or hiring bands away from them for their own parties (like Static X And some others) . A friend suggested I coordinate a huge going away party right before I moved and I was trying to figure out if I should go to City of Madness or Palazzo for it.  Mark and Sidney were in my dream to. AJ was like some 80’s movie waste land fog machine Sisters of Mercy music video.

Samantha suggested the party. City of Madness was all the way out around Apache Junction too it was weird. I was talking to someone else about tattoos and getting full sleeves. Tentacles came up and I mentioned Sahar’s tattoos. Then I was messing with a Facebook event while frying bacon and woke up.