Monthly Archives: March 2012

More strange dreams

Strange dreams, 3/4 nights in a row:

03/13/12 -03/14/12 (Wednesday night)- Pi Day

I had a dream I had two men cornered in a room at gunpoint while standing in a doorway with my partner.  I ordered them to drop their weapons and their cell phones.  They threw 3 cell phones on the ground; apparently one was my partner’s.  We exchanged words I can’t remember then someone came up behind me.  It was the guy who called us because these men were here.  The person with me had walked away to call backup and I looked away.  I decided to close the door and lock the two guys in when I heard a voice.  I opened the door and saw my friend Mel in there, turned around and saw the 3rd guy two called us over originally motion to shut the door.  I knew they were going to hurt Mel, and lock myself in with them, and in that instant I turned around and shot the two guys in the head.  They fell right then and the guy behind me vanished.  The dream basically did a scene change where I was at a house waaaay out in the east valley talking with my bf about domestic issues regarding roomies, where we’re living etc.  We got in the car and started driving west.  I couldn’t tell if it was dusk or dawn but it was hard to see what was ahead of me, like it was dim, and the bridges seemed way too low like we might hit them.  We got off the freeway on this offramp that wasn’t really built, it was like getting off on a dirt road, and I felt lost and stuck and unsure of how to get out of there or back onto the main freeway.  I think there’s more but I can’t remember.

03/12/12 -03/13/12 (Tuesday night)

A group of people were hanging out in the living room at some house and I was sitting on one of the arm rests of a sofa. Nobody was really looking at each other and a couple of casual conversations were taking place within earshot.  Someone was sitting on the sofa next to me and started caressing my leg.  The strange thing was I noticed but didn’t really care, it wasn’t a big deal.  I didn’t know who this person was, everyone seemed like acquaintances at best.  I stopped paying attention until I realized he’d worked his way up to my crotch and started moving my panties aside between my legs, when I felt his fingers touch my skin I flinched wondering if anyone saw and moved to the floor.  So I laid on my stomach and watched a few more people come in.  Someone starting bringing plates and food to people.  Later on I remember wandering a neighborhood at night but can’t remember the details.

03/11/12 -03/12/12 (Monday night)

I had a dream I was wandering around this hall at night and in the process of planning my wedding.  It wasn’t happy, it wasn’t loving, it felt obligatory.  I remember feeling like I was in this lose/lose situation but had to make decisions quickly.  I finally was in a place where daylight was coming in and saw my ex… acting like nothing happened, like we never broke up.  It was unsettling and it felt wrong but I couldn’t figure out why exactly.  And he was well aware of plans and just letting them go through.

A couple nights before these dreams I remember a dream where I was walking around and lost my group.  I ended up walking down this area with rocks, it looked like the side of the freeway how the rocks go up except it went down, and there were trees, then it was wide open, then I saw there used to be a bridge but there wasn’t one and I was effed.  I was separated from my group and had no idea how to get out of this area I had somehow wandered into.  Then I looked and saw this steep area,  started walking up and found this small structure/cabin/post like thing.  Someone in a brown uniform had showed up but was not approachable.  I wasn’t sure if they’d help lead me out or if they’d leave me to rot.  I think I eventually got out but wasn’t sure.

Maybe this week has been extra stressful, but it seems like every other week.  Maybe there is a pattern here.  I need more time in the mornings so I can type this stuff out before I forget so much of it.