Monthly Archives: December 2010

Its been a while since I’ve had a good dream.  I dreamed my friend Sage married Jay and I.  Nothing formal, no big ceremony or anything.  We were hanging out somewhere with a bunch of people like usual and Jay casually told Sage he should marry us, so he did and was like cool and we went on with our night.

I had this horrible dream both my parents had died.  I became so dysfunctional, I kept trying to call their cell phones, kept crying nonstop, felt bad when I saw my pet rabbit cause I promised my mom I’d take a picture of my boyfriend and I with the rabbit but they died before she ever saw that picture.  I’m supposed to take that picture this weekend.  I was hysterical, I was also wondering around the house I grew up in and moved out of in 2005.  I couldn’t figure out how to get to the South, how to take care of loose ends, make sure they were okay and make funeral arrangements.  I worried if they were both dead how did it happen, car accident? Violently? I woke up thinking, isn’t someone supposed to notify the next of kin?

Anyway, since waking up I don’t feel like I’m reactive or alert, like I’m watching a movie of my life go by.

I dream of being a princess, I have to wait until Saturday night.  I’ll go to the ball, and after midnight the real fun begins.

Too tired to fall asleep, wtf