Monthly Archives: February 2004

I was in this place that was as big as a university and there were two main buildings with a street between then.  And it was at night and I was going to be late for a class so I ran to where my room was and then looked and the floor was tile instead of carpet and I realized omg I’m in the wrong room!  So I ran and the timer was going and I was all I’m not going to make it in time and yeah I didn’t make it to the building because someone stopped me to ask something I just don’t remember.  And then it was very strange because I was locked out of the south building and so were other students, and it was night time, and the light was on in the classroom I was supposed to be in.  And it’s weird cause it resembled office buildings.  Or possibly two University of Phoenix buildings.  lol And…. what I remember next was being in another class (either high school or jr high like ) and going out into the halls to find something.  It was dead in there, I mean the lights were off and it was dark and no one was around, so I was walking toward the two doors at the end (felt like I was going north) and I looked back at the two doors on the south side with windows because they went outside.  But I went through the doors without the windows and saw some people (it resembled Genesis except darker, and strange, well because I saw the window that resembled teacher prep).  But it was really eerie and I had to go back into the halls and it was really weird too.  There were other halls like that at Westwood except to get from one to the other there were doors in between, hmmmm… maybe more like Mesa High (a compromise between the two lol) and it was very dark and I had this sinking feeling in my stomach and I started to run because it felt like I was being watched and I freaked out.  And I heard a voice, and I turned around and ran to another hall (it’s like they never wanted to end) and I literally ran into Bryan.

And it was still freaking eerie in the building but I wasn’t alone and I automatically felt a whole lot better than when he wasn’t there.  And he took my hand and helped me get out of there.  And I remember being in another place, I think it was at home, and no one was there.  And there was something weird in the sink like… gee I have no idea how to explain this it was like something you find in the ocean… like an octopus or a squid.  No more like an octopus or maybe a star fish?  No idea, but it looked like it was made of muscle or something like that… like it was red and bloody (it looked creepy).   And I didn’t know what to do I mean was it alive was it dead will it kill me?  I didn’t even know where it came from but I king of knew it came from my uterus and I was like wtf?!?!?! and it’s like how… would you know? I don’t know I just know.. EWW!!!  I wanted to throw up, it was disgusting, it’s like a true horror science fiction right there.. and then I blinked and there was another creepy thing like it except white and translucent.. like a sea urchin?  Not sure.  But I’ve never had creepy sci-fi looking things in a dream before, I’ve never been trapped in endless halls and running for my life either.

And I remember being in this store and this ajuma  was talking and all being happy with my mom and just followed her around somewhere and I was looking around at necklaces and earrings.. very 1928 style stuff, and for some reason I picked up this pink necklace with lots of little beads and this brooch like thing in the middle and the part that goes around your neck was this little pink ribbon. And I looked at it like it meant something for a minute, it really caught my eye but then I just put it back because it lacked something but I wasn’t sure what.  And I looked around a little more and walked away until I saw a moon necklace in a case and it just shined.  And I realized mine was gone!  I freaked out and tried so hard to get it back.  Ajuma opened the case with a key and handed it to me.  This is officially the weirdest and grossest dream I’ve ever had.  But it was the first time anyone saved me, and I don’t even know if what I wrote was in order but I think it’s something close to that.

I was on my computer and an msn IM window popped up saying “WORM” and I was all wtf?  It stopped working like a virus or something messed it up, I tried checking my email and couldn’t so I went to add/remove programs to try and repair or uninstall it and then it finally worked.  Stupid computer virus dream.

I was in this really old vintage hotel and a lot of stuff was green, and Victorian / Western.  I saw random people, we were all running around and entered this room where the walls were painted yellow, and I opened this door and it went to the bathroom and there was a stained glass piece hanging over the window, it seemed like morning.  I ended up in this large room and where I was standing was raised up from the rest of the floor like a stage almost, and below were tables and green chairs, I’m not sure if this was outside??  A bunch of ROTC friends showed up like this was some event, and Anthony was there.  Then I was at some office and outside you could see a park.. like Margaret T Hance Park in downtown Phoenix, it was exactly like pictures of the Japanese friendship garden, so it was like both put together, and I don’t know why but I was running from something.  I ran to this street and turned right and went into this house that was poorly lit.  Inside the house (it was build like my kitchen but arranged like Nemoo’s house) it kind of took a bunch of weird stuff and made it work.  Matt opened the door for me and then left, I sat on the couch and saw someone walking towards me from the hall, and it was DJ.  I only saw his shadow and we were talking but I can’t remember what we were actually talking about.

I’ve slept over 12 hours.  I think Mel is coming with me to Samurai Comics this Saturday so it’ll be really cool to see her at the anime festival.    I’m forgetting a lot of last night’s dream… I do remember being int his huge place, like a hotel?  It was huge!  And very open spaced and it was all white and cream colored and with palm tree like thiniges and so on.  Shortly after I remember being in this hall way that separated the north side, and it was like the north side was for guys and the south was for chicks and it was like this dorm only very roomy and it was dim like in the evening and very peaceful.    It was strange,  I’ve dreamed about this place before… yeeeears ago.  I entered the room to the south and I was trying to be quiet so no one would hear me.  I looked around and went back int he hallway to find Brian (the one everyone knows and loves not the other one) and I grabbed his hand and we went in that room and I heard someone coming and looked to see and didn’t see anyone so I went back and sat down next to him and it was all anime like… my dream was animated, if that makes sense to anyone who isn’t a major otaku lol. I don’t know…

I remember very little of last night’s dream.  I was… somewhere.  And then all this crazy stuff was going on like in a game (like Super Mario Smash Bros) and Jensina was in it with me,a nd stuff was rotten like produce and meat it was really gross, and then I felt icky so I went to go shower and it was like a girl’s locker room but at the same time it wasn’t.  And so I got undressed and showered and there was another girl there.  And weird stuff happened, it’s either I can’t say because I forgot or I’m forgetting while I type this. lol  And there was small talk and other people came in and later even guys so I’m thinking wtf, I’m naked and water is being poured over my head.

Then I was in a hurry like I was going to meet someone, and then I remember grabbing a towel and running out and I ran into this very dim room, like it’s as dim as a movie theater but the room was secluded and very cold.  I’m dressed now, I just don’t know in what.  Anyway, I sit down next to someone and I’m not sure if we ever talked but we probably exchanged a couple words?  And something overwhelming came over me and I kissed him, and it was weird because he didn’t stop me and I went totally blank.

I remembered last night’s dream. lol.  It’s weird, I was at school but it almost resembled a waiting room, and I saw Brian and he was avoiding me so I went after him and I found him with Cassey!  Hah.  Anyway, then it was like another time of day or something and we wouldn’t talk to each other and things got really bitter between us.  And this is weird, I went with two friends in the dream to a Vietnamese grocery, my parents dragged me to church and it was weirder cause the outside was like we were in another country and dad was really pissing me off in my dream.  And it was really  windy outside.  I’m trapped in this class and this Bible in front of me is like Webster’s Dictionary huge and some of the pages aren’t like the ultra thin-ish pages, some in the middle were like glossy paper in textbooks with art.  I’m back in 3rd hour talking to this chick and helping her with her hair, this was crazy, I did so little and it had sooo much volume and wavy curls from nothing and after I talked to her I turned around and Brian was sitting next to someone listening to music.

So I left everything there and got up and left.  And I was in my room and it was really dim so I guess it was at night, and I looked and most of my clothes were hanging on the closet door, and I looked again there were two white shirts I don’t have in real life.  So I looked at one of them, and it was this beautiful all white silk Chinese shirt.  And I was all huh?  Because when I looked in my closet again it seemed like more was packed in, and then Is tarted flipping through my stuff and I found this beautiful red halter style Chinese top with gold trim.  Next to it was a long Chinese dress with the slit that go up to mid thigh, I started flipping through and there were sooo many beautiful dresses.  And all of them were just amazing.  So I was being called and started to walk out of my room and then I went back and double checked to see if the dresses were real, they were still there.  And then mom called me and I started to walk again and then I woke up and the first thing I thought this morning was damn, if only it was real. lol At least that white shirt!  No wait.. of all the ones int he dream,  I really liked the Chinese halter dress with the dragons on it.

Everything was really weird and I was at the school except it was a different building, it was like 20 floors, and I was on the 7th floor where DJ was and I wanted to see him and when I found him all I could do was look at him.  I couldn’t touch him or I couldn’t even speak to him. I don’t know why this happened in my dream lol.

Today I missed three calls from Mel so I panicked and called her back.  Here I am freaking out what’s wrong?! Is everything ok??! “Well….” And that was it right there.  She’s not moving to CA, she’s moving to NV somewhere close by Las Vegas.  She’s gone in less than a month and God only knows when I can see her again.  I miss her so much, I was in the parking lot crying.  And now I’m online talking to Mel seeing what’s going on.  So here it is, DJ on the other side of the world in Japan on March 12th, Mel in another state either the same week or the week after.  I miss Mel like an older sister, I know we’ll see each other again.

From lj:

I was in bed and woke up, and I went into another room and opened the door to what looked like a walk in closet.  And inside were sextuplets sleeping on a Japanese futon on the floor.  I kept walking through the halls and a few friends and I went to the pool, the sun had already set and it was evening.  So I turn around and there’s this guy who is gorgeous it’s really funny.  And we’ve never spoken to each other before but he called my name and I turned around and we were acting like lovers.  He was tall and had black hair (like European descent – ish, lol).  Him and a friend of his had to go get something so they got out of the pool and a minute later I decided to follow.  I noticed after I got out, the water was gone, and then a guy went up to the gate and pressed a button and the pool started to fill up with water starting from the deep end.  And once it was full there was some dirt at the bottom.  So I walked and was right outside Kim’s door, and I walked a little more and was at the club house in our complex (but in real life the club house is in the opposite direction), and there was a meeting but I’m not sure what the significance of there was in it.  And I sat there messing with a radio switching it from 104.7 to 103.9.  He comes back and is all smiling and looking pretty (lol :p) and then there was a pause in my dream.

What I remember next is my dad’s friend and his son Steve coming over. In real life today he’s what… he’s going to be 21 in June. lol it’s weird because when I do see him, it’s like the last time I saw him, but a little later I see the Steve from 5 years ago before he went to Korea to live with him mom for a year, and now  in this time he has common sense and attended to MCC. The timings going back and forth, weird.  At first it was like in the future 2 – 4 years, form now at the pool in the evening, I’m like 20 and then I’m back at 15 and I see Steve how he is now and a little later I see him when he was 15.  No logic.

Usually when someone can give this much detail on a dream I won’t take them seriously and say they’re making it up.  But I’m guessing I can remember so much of it because I write it down when I wake up.  It’s interesting and I wish the European ish guy with the pretty hair was real but that’s silly.  I’ve been curious how Steve has been the last couple days so that might be a contributing factor.  Ok I’m done trying to analyse this dream I’ll never find logic within it. lol

Super Bowl Sunday… played foosball with people, made a lot of friends, met a nice guy named Josh, and the funny thing is he’s a cheif Msgt. at Gilbert high’s AFJROTC, and his friend, Dan, is a 2nd Lt, and there were two other guys I met who attend the Air Force Academy.  But I got to talk to Josh for a while and he was really nice and wants to play baseball professionally, but if not he’s going into ROTC in college to do something that involves planes.  And that was my weekend.

Random note: One year after this dream was my first semester at MCC, I did run into Steve, and he did end up hitting on me.  It was weird and sad.